Mama misses you. I can't ever say enough how much I miss you. There are not enough words in our vocabulary to describe the love and loss I feel for you. Today you would be 5 years old and I would be teary-eyed thinking about the last of your pre-kindergarten days. I would love to have that right now. I would give it a thousand times over if I didn't have to live this life on earth without you.
I hope you have the most wonderful of birthdays up in Heaven my sweet boy. I know you know we are thinking about you and celebrating you today and always and hold you closely in our hearts. You live within us each day as I see you in each of your siblings. I see you in the beautiful signs of spring and in all the signs you send us. I miss you sweet boy. Happy Birthday.