Sometimes I feel blessed but not lucky.  Sometimes I feel lucky and don't know what all my blessings actually are.... I was talking to ...

Chase is buried in a cemetery 7 hours away, so we don't get to visit his grave but once a year.  This makes the visit all the more painf...

Some days I still can't believe it.  I can't believe I'm not pregnant anymore....or that I may never be pregnant again--and I...

Last night I went to check on Karly and found her deep in thought about something while she was getting ready for bed.  I could tell she had...

This is not about dusting and cleaning on a normal basis. I don't dust regularly anyway, but it was beyond time to clean up some thigns...

I have rarely known emotions to have such a physical feeling until I lost Chase. Winning games, falling in love, getting married, I guess. B...

It seems to come every month--that wave of emotions. Today they came. Of course some it is hormonal, but it's the spiral. That spira...