It's been tough getting in the Christmas spirit also because the ages of the girls. Karly is pretty challenging right now (like her mom) and Emma has had a hard time with believing in anything, let alone Santa. The age of doubt. Doesn't that last for a while, huh? I tried to do a couple special things for her because of this. I'm going to write on my blog to her as well about this ...
I started this post a couple hours ago. I'm going to wrap it up, much shorter than I had anticipated. I have a letter to write to Chase yet as well. It's snowing outside. I think I'm all ready for Christmas. Truth is, I'll never be ready. Because it's not what I ever wanted it to be. In ways, its much more. in ways, there's still a big hole. I'll always have someone missing in this picture. But I know in my heart he is with us; he's here in this room with is on Christmas morning. And soon, one day, I will hold him in my arms again. I love and miss you dearly sweet boy.
My Grandma and my aunt at my cousin's wedding this last weekend.
Got some sugar!